she dresses kinda weird…
i was outside on break yesterday and a woman was telling me how she liked my boots. she said, “you always are dressed really cool. i always admire your outfits and know i could never get away with wearing any of them but you could. and you look good when you do it.” nice!!! i love comments like that! i like to think i have a pretty uncommon sense of style but at the same time i can coordinate my ass off! i like to dress in moods or themes each day more than anything and i like having items nobody else possesses.
i always wanted to do something with fashion. when i was younger i wanted to be a fashion designer- this lasted until high school when i realized i cannot draw very well. i have a much easier time doing things in 3d than i do in 2d. i like making sculptures, not drawings so much.
i just like clothes.
i like being around them.
i like they way they feel.
i like the way they smell
i like the juxtaposition of colors and textiles
i like the entire ensemble and the tiniest accessories.
i just love it all.
lately i feel like something is telling me i need to go in that direction with my life. i always find myself telling people, “i’m so sad because i haven’t found my passion yet” when in actuality it has been staring me in my face the last 2/3 of my life. it wasn’t until i had a conversation with a friend recently about listening to that little voice inside of you that made me realize what i need to do. i feel the little comments like the woman outside at work yesterday is my inside voice using outside forces. it’s just a matter of getting on the path…and quickly.
